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		See the stern fierce 
		eyes, the firm proud jaw, the bull of his strength cloaked in abject 
		cotton. Biggen is a master of men in a world of shit. His canteen cup 
		holds vile C-rat coffee or bitter hot cocoa, which he has boiled with a 
		pasty chunk of stolen C-4. It’s the morning after and we are back on 
		base.
 The day previous, Delta company is weary. We are sitting in the jungle 
		near the edge of an empty field waiting for choppers to fly us away. 
		After four weeks of patrols and nothing to show we are flat out tired 
		and careless. There is no perimeter. No trips or claymores have been set 
		out. No one posted on OP. We’ve had no contact in a month. Why bother? 
		Even the well used trail seems lifeless. We sit and banter, play Hearts, 
		smoke the five-in-a-pack-C-ration cigarettes. Wait for the birds that 
		will fly us away. There is the heavy scent of the jungles heat. There is 
		the sound of no sound. There is too much quiet. A twig snaps. We duck, 
		then rise, then see them: Two NVA walking the trail. Maybe they’re new 
		recruits. Or old hands like us. It doesn’t matter. Every man opens fire.
 
 “Where’s the fuckin RTO?” point man Larry Roy shouts. We’ve taken cover behind 
		uprooted trees. “Where is that cock sucker? That fucker. Where’d he go?”
 
 Larry Roy grabs an M-79, stands it on its stock, angles it upward, lobs 
		the blunt 40 mm grenades like mortar shells. The machine gun team moves 
		forward. Opens up with a crackling burst. The trapped soldiers throw 
		themselves down, try to escape but it’s hopeless. While the others take 
		frantic shots Biggen and Six take their time, squeeze off the 
		tumbling rounds, pick off the human targets one by one. The last to die 
		emits a terrible scream, then falls, his bushy head, his ragged body 
		trapped in a thicket of dead bamboo.
 
 Running forward, our bandoliers slap our chests. Our half full canteens 
		makes a shaking sound. We stop, circle and kick the corpses. Then short 
		muscular Crazy Frank smiles his crazy smile, pulls his thick Fu Manchu, 
		lifts the bodies up, throws them down, pokes them hard to make them 
		bleed. He stops just before the Captain arrives.
 
 “Nice shooting, sir,” he says, putting his knife away.
 
 In the midst of our joy the tall lanky RTO crawls out from an enemy 
		bunker, lifts the square metal radio to his back, walks toward us, a 
		dopey grin filling his face.
 
 "What you got there?" he asks, eye brows arched in masquerade.
 
 “Ha!" laughs Larry Roy. “You fuckin pussy. You fuckin coward.” The thin 
		wiry point lunges at the RTO, hammers his delicate fist on the tall 
		man’s chest. Thumps it. Thumps it. “I oughta waste you, you 
		motherfucker. You fuckin coward. I oughta waste your fuckin ass.”
 
 The radio man says nothing as the platoon gathers round.
 
 “What’s your fuckin problem?” asks Wilson, cocking his right arm, 
		drawing it back.
 
 Unchallenged, Larry Roy hurls clumps of red dirt into the frightened 
		man’s face.
 
 “Coward,” he says. “You motherfucker. You fuckin coward.”
 
 He shouts and shouts then abruptly stops, fascinated by the muddy tears 
		which tumble down the RTO’s reddening cheeks.
 
 “Birds inbound,” someone yells.
 
 A moment later there is the sputtering hiss of popped yellow smoke. 
		Biggen stands in the center of the field, M-16 raised over his head to 
		guide the birds in. The RTO buries his face into the palms of his hands. 
		It's over. We grab our gear and move out.
 
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